思维、日常、框框

框框

想尝试跳出这框框

却不知道

是否跳出了这框框

还是跳入了另一个框框

你到底是在框框内

还是在框框外

有的框框有如城墙

有的框框有如纸伞

一切都是看你怎么想

不过要是想要得到

你从未得到过的东西

那就得做你从未做过的东西

再站起来

随着年龄增长

感觉自己没有以前这么爱冒险了
少了那份斗志的心态

是思想成熟

顾虑到很多其他东西吗

我觉得不是

觉得是安逸的现状

改变了我

也同时让我觉得恐惧

所以开始挣扎了起来

尝试去找回曾有的斗志

还有那个不断尝试的心态

得到的同时

也有失去

难道这就是代价吗

这代价可不小啊

孤身作战

还真的有点累

我还以为自己一个人

真的能够撑出一片天

现在反而了解到自己有多么天真

不过

告诉自己

不要放弃

再接再厉

用自己的方式

来证明给自己看

证明给大家看

我会继续前进的

哪怕时间长了一些些

告诉自己

年轻是本钱

不怕慢只怕站

所以不要急

要做就得做得更出色一点

挫败感

谢谢有你

让我再一次了解自己的能力

让我再次燃烧斗志

还有不要再懒散了

加油

无聊的理由

有时候

越想刻意去隐瞒

却越容易被人揭发

虽然不知道隐瞒的其中意义

不过一旦想要揭发

就会觉得

莫名其妙地

好笑、尴尬、难堪

有时候坦诚是必要的

尤其是在感情方面

要不然

亲情、友情、爱情

都会备受考验

（有时候要配合也不容易啊）

小朋友

不要越过界哦

这星期过得不是很好

我可以说是不好的星期

因为心情真的严重被影响了

结果工作表现不理想

整个人笑不起来

真对不起对着同事们板着脸

我也算是个很容易被某些事与物受影响的人

而且心灵康复会比别人慢

这次的事与物又是跟放鸽子有关

看到旅程被取消的信息真的有够打击的

而且提议取消的人是被探望的朋友
然后又有人符合她的理由

所以旅程就这样被取消了

我也不多说什么
然而心中只有无数的无奈

生了一整天的闷气
还影响隔几天的工作心情
今年的新年已经没心情去过了

完完全全是灰掉

前阵子跟友人吃饭被问到
那趟旅程怎么样
我回答说还在计划在新年中
然后附上一句

去不去得成还是个问题
结果果真出问题了

还被迫延迟到下次
下次再下次再下次

有一次就有第二次

第三第四次

我的心情又被浇上冷水

熄了

彻底熄了

无言了

完了

Last Friday wasn't a good day yet not that bad day for me

I drove to work and was thinking to go out for lunch with my colleagues as promised
It should be a Happy Friday until I can't start my car engine on the way back

OMG

I knew that I should have change the car battery soon but never expect it died on that day
I realized that I'm not a car lover when I was asked by my girl colleague about my car battery type
because I don't even know how to answer her
We ran up and down to the shopping mall to check up whether there are car accessories sold
and hope to buy a new car battery to replace
but very unfortunately they don't have the battery type we want
so end up we back to parking lot to look for people to jump start my car
actually the place is a commercial office building
so there are quite many luxury car and rich people pass by
then we tried to ask for help from them
but most of them are not willingly help by giving excuses
and 2 rich man who drive a Mercedes and Volvo
not even know where is their car battery placed inside their car
apparently they are rich enough to service their car at service centre
without understand the inner part of the car

Meanwhile, my colleagues called up their friends to ask for helps
and tips of how handling this kind of situation

Luckily our savior came with a Proton Saga which is same model as mine
He helped us to jump start my car and everything was settled in a second

I really thanked him for his big help

Time is ticking and we were totally late back to office
my colleagues calmed me down said there was nothing to rush for their job
the important thing was to able to help me to settle my car issue
thanks to them I learnt a lot about the car battery information
and I went to change a new battery at a workshop after I sent them back to office
it costed me RM240, Century branded (dry) battery

Once again I really appreciated all my colleagues's helps and the kind Malay uncle
who helped to jump start my car
And very sorry for taking my colleague's time so long
but your help are very much appreciated

thank you

真的又气又闹的下午

类似的事情好像又要重演

不过所幸的这次能够挽回局面

但过程却勾起不愉快的回忆

拜托

我不想有类似的事情又再重演
我只想珍惜每一份感情

就只是这样

谢谢