2014/08/31

Taman Pertanian

i had applied leave for this Friday
just to clear my annual leave
since i only allowed to carry 5 days forward to next year
and actually i have no idea of what to do that day
i had thought of going to Malacca or Ipoh for 1 day trip, alone
but then i realized things that can be done there will be
eating, walking, eating, walking around
so i just dispelled my thoughts
because i'm looking for something different and exciting
or some where i never been before

eventually i thought of Taman Pertanian
because i heard of "Skytrek" which is a challenging outdoor activity
so i woke up on 6am to pack up my stuff that day
and i reached the place safely with the navigation of Waze without lost

but unfortunately i being told by the officer
that i need to make the reservation before i can participate the game
so upset of hearing that and also my fault didn't do the research properly
then, i just went to rent a bicycle to cycle around

well, i can say Taman Pertanian is quite a nice place for cycling
there was a cloudy day and so it was very good for me to cycle as long as i want
then i chose to go Empangan Sungai Baru
which i though  it's the longest journey among others from bicycle shop

actually there were a lot of different flower species garden and small animal park along the journey
but i didn't stop by because i just wanted to enjoy the riding
but i still able to see monkey and squirrel along the path
it's very fresh air there and you can hear of the buzzing sound of insects
where you can't feel it in the city
it was really nice to have such experience to get closer to the nature

anyway, i have a little worried of myself because i riding alone
i barely saw a person around and the place was too quiet
and what if i was attacked or chased by some wild animals there
like those monkey swinging freely on the tree
but the fear just can't stop me from moving forward
i told myself this is just another challenge for me
to face any difficulty for what i chosen to do

eventually i reached the Empangan Sungai Baru safely
i saw a lake there but the place has been locked up
it seems people are not allowed to enter there
but i can still saw few people fishing there
then i just depart back after rest for a while

i had just spent less than 1 hour to the Empangan and back
it was really not bad for me, i guess
since it was almost noon so i departed back to home for lunch before the rain
i will come again next time to challenge the other path as well as the "Skytrek"









纯粹想用英文来写篇文章
因为很久没写英文了
所以语法可能不是很好啦
呵呵










2014/08/27

今天发了个很不一样的梦
一个让我有所醒悟的梦

梦见了我其中一位朋友
成了女强人
在事业上有所成就
能够将每件事处理的很好
而且还拥有着温馨的家庭
一个属于自己的幸福的家
她背后的男人是个无时无刻
永远在她身边支持她的
可惜没梦到他是谁

不过这些都是次要
最重要的是
我在这梦中领悟了
要达到一个目标
是需要大大地付出努力
是从来都没有捷径的
哪怕付出的没得到结果
但依然继续往着目标前进
还有需要懂得不怕吃苦
才能方为人上人

在看着这位朋友的成就
让我有一股动力
为我自己想做的事情付出
要懂得不怕失败
还有不断尝试

就这样我5点就梦醒了
再也睡不下去
反而好想回到公司
继续做我想做的事
呵呵





虽然就只是梦
但没想到这位朋友梦中出现
给了我领悟到这么简单的道理
所以真的祝福她能够如梦一样
有她的事业与幸福
加油吧











2014/08/25

久违的部落格

久违的部落格
真的谢谢你呢
让我找回一些点滴
一些勇气去面对自己




看回之前所写的文章
不管是分享还是埋怨
泄气还是鼓励
都觉得以前的自己
可以很容易的将自己的心声给表达出来
不管是透过在这里写稿
还是向他人诉说
都算是自我情绪处理的方式

相比现在
话更少了
不愉快的事也只有自己知道
整个人开始麻木了起来
没有了以往的动力
还有无法取代的心动

这不是迷茫
而是你有明确的目标
却无法像以往那样向前冲
就是少了一些些
一些些重要的人与物
出现了裹足不前漫不经心的现象

或许
我没自己想象中的厉害
每当碰壁的时候
个人的情绪很容易跌入低潮
会花很长时间来自我修复
结果就会影响了往后的表现
真的是一塌糊涂

也是因为这些负面的影响
结果把自己都封闭了起来

想到这就想起"黑暗期"
我真的不想回到"黑暗期"
因为我领教过那是多么的可怕
所以我都还是会不停地挣扎
鼓励自己
为自己加油
不要容易放弃
可是还是不容易

毕竟自我意识没想象中的强
结果还是会再次跌入低潮
动力大幅度减少






少了一起奋斗的战友
就如此的不堪一击吗
还是说我现在最需要的是
另一半呢




朋友
你过的还好吗
说不出口的话
心里一大堆
要是有你在
或许现在一切也会变得
不一样吧




我还是会
继续努力加油
愿你一切很好