不一样的现在: 2013

2013/11/20

不要活在别人的影子里

你也有属于自己的光彩

一些事只有由自己去经历

才来的有意思

不管是好还是不好

这就是成长

2013/10/27

有段时间没更新了

2013/10/06

2013/09/14

偶尔听下翻唱的也不错

特别是这组合不断的努力

2013/09/03

有些事

变得不一样了

你知道我知道

那就够了

或许是我想太多
不过

这一天迟早也会到来
我相信一切都会很好

2013/08/31

最近开始流行这一类的广告
创意之余还带着日常的细节
搞笑，还有意想不到的惊喜

今天我看到了两部很不错的
就跟大家分享吧

New Balance - 让一起走过的足迹始终鲜明，永不褪色
就一直拴紧你的鞋带

Asus - 要是你在国外有这一般的求婚惊喜，你觉得呢？

2013/07/26

今天假期呆在家

也因为下起雨来就更懒得出门

躺在床上

手指不停在智能手机上划动

不知不觉

思念就如天降的雨水落在水面上

泛起无数的涟漪

是不是雨天很容易让人思念呢

平时不怕一个人的自己

却会在雨天害怕自己孤单一个人

多希望有她的陪伴

雨天虽然真的不是好东西

但却无法否认它可让我知道我的心里到底有谁

虽然当时有自知之明

不过自她以后

就从没认真考量过跟周边的女性发展

也许自己把她看得太好了

就觉得其他女生无法与她相比

加上自己也是属于被动型

那就更不多说了

多次被前辈，同辈，后辈问起

有女朋友相关的事

我也只有笑笑脸摇摇头

从她那里觉得自己还没资格谈这一门事

感觉自己还差得远呢

现在只有不断地提高自己的生活水准吧

所以还得谢谢她给了我这原动力

一小步或是一大步

她在心里已留下无法抹去的记号

虽然生活中孤身作战有点煎熬

但只要想起她也是一个人在奋斗着
自己的辛苦根本就无法与她的相比
所以很庆幸让我认识到她

"She is so real"
这是我还没从其他女生体会到的
我也会将自己的心永存着
直到有人再次打动〝它〞吧

加油吧，朋友们
谢谢你

本文章纯粹发自于心声...

2013/07/20

故事到了尽头

不表示一切的结束

而是意味着新一章的开始

准备好你的序章了吗

未来就由自己来创造

好好把握现在

向前出发吧

2013/07/14

为明天

好好加油

晚安

2013/07/12

2013/07/05

2013/06/20

今天又一次增加我对我的工作的厌倦

虽然知道这一行是这样

但就是不明白为什么不能避免呢

觉得很白痴、很浪费时间

本想呆足一年才做打算

现在觉得呆多一个月都对不起自己了

不过我还是不会放弃设计的

至于FA就算了吧

要不是能学到一些东西

早就跟你撕破脸了

对，我不会放弃自己的

加油！！

2013/06/17

suddenly recall me the drama

after heard the song from radio

not a happy ending

how sad...

but still enjoy the song very much

Keep on trying!!

2013/06/13

Birthday Egg

A little design with a little wish
for my friend

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I just hope there're chances
that we can celebrate
her birthday together again

2013/06/07

2013/05/18

Cheer Up~

Just to cheer up for a friend

that likes the sunlight and the mother nature

from the gloomy and gray

meanwhile, i get to practice my Ps skill too XP

some pictures that get from Google search

from these pictures

before

after

well, it's beginner level

but still i amazed of how great it looks and the process

get to learn more from those senior visualizer/designer

they are independent without AD guide

their passion are endless and uncountable

bravo!

hope it do cheer you up in some way =)

2013/05/01

Design for me

is a way of self expression

through the originality of idea

personally and individually

it's really hard to find someone

that has same ambition and direction

to cooperate with

communicate is very important

but there has no good listener for you

acceptance and understanding are very important

they can bring 2 different world people together

and of course it won't work without love and patient

Design is like a composition

that link relative elements of idea

to maximize the outcome

do you think life is about the same?

it's very tough and lonely to fight all the way alone

until you found your partner

a partner that might have different personality

but he/she does has the same ambition as you

walk along with you in same direction

both of you communicate and listen to each other

accept and understand with love and patient

finally reached the outcome that indescribable

HAPPINESS

it doesn't count life partner

but also friendship,

and family

a design can't work well without elements

just like the life missing someone

yes, that's you

i miss you

2013/04/13

2013/04/07

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta

是我挺期待的活动

因为早些年看见朋友post了热气球的照片

突然很感兴趣

很想体验在高空往外看的心情

所以就特别留意这届的热气球活动

结果我一开始就把时间给弄错了

还好朋友提醒

要不然我早了一个星期去

也许是太期待的原因吧

我也以为这活动是在整个3月进行

原来才那短短的三天

好不容易哦

所以不要错过

就在那个星期五

我跟公司请了假

就特地从Kepong去Putrajaya

才睡了3个钟的我

四点就爬起来检查路线

因为第一次去担心迷路

加上只有我一个人

所以更加要小心

Putrajaya真的很远

还比Cyberjaya远了一点点

大约5.30am我就到了布城

还未天亮的布城真的挺好看的

尤其是从不同的雄伟的建筑物跟大桥射出来的光

真的很壮观

由于一个人驾着车

所以没能拍下照片分享

不好意思

布城虽然不是很大

但我还是迷路了

就不知道活动范围在哪里

指示牌就如Cyberjaya一样不清不楚

结果花了半小时才找到

在空中逗留了那短短的十分钟(或许更短）

过后才发现并没有我期待那刺激的感觉

因为就只有三层楼高罢了

不过很适合一家人活动

情侣也不错

挺新鲜的经验

希望下次有机会我不是一个人来

还有不同的活动

再见了

步城

我肚子饿了

2013/04/06

那晚

原来

有些事就算真的放下了

也无法忘记

那天

因为赶着隔天要出版的书

结果就连星期日也工作到半夜1点才回家

想到第2天还要上班更是累上加累

我现在并不是要诉苦啦

只是在那辛苦过后

突然思念起某个人

你有试过吗

在当你几经辛苦完成某些东西

带着疲惫的身子

然后你会突然想起某些人

希望他或她在你身边

就算再累也不怕

倦意也会少了一半

很不可思议，是吧

然后才发现

原来

有些事就算真的放下了

也无法忘记

那晚

伴我睡觉的

就是那还未忘记的思念

朋友

愿你一切都很好

我在想你了

彩色蛋

复活节

已经过去一个星期了

现在才来post上这个

真是迟大到了

虽然没什么宗教信仰的我

还是会对不同宗教有点好奇心

就纯粹地画了出来

彩色蛋

就是享受那过程

不过就只是画了一种款式

喜欢画在蛋表面的条纹

不知道你喜不喜欢

2013/03/24

不要放弃

听完朋友叹气的话

有时候我也不知道

该如何再安慰跟鼓励她了

在UUM大学毕业的她

在一间中型印刷公司当唯一的设计师

过后我也是因为在同一老板的公司上班互相认识了

在那间公司待了将近两年吧

就同我跟另外两位同事因为不爽公司就辞职了

无业期间偶尔就做一些freelance

直到在这个月才找到新工作

而且还是一间刚设立的新分行

所以

包括她在内也只有4个员工

而她也是唯一的设计师

还听说刚应征不久的行销员在一星期后就辞职了

结果就变成跟前公司差不多一样

由于是唯一的设计师

所以要满足不同客户要求是一件很难的事
而且就算赶工也就只有她一人

有时候还要被总行的艺术总监批评作的不好

真的是苦了她

因为worthy book的freelance
所以我们又一起工作
就在那天午饭时间
她诉说了她的近况
她问起我
有没有想过找别的工作
还说银行职员的福利有多好
之类的东西

老实说
她那一个问题
把我给问住了
原来我开始动摇跟犹豫着
我动摇不是因为其他工作薪水福利有多好
而是仔细想想
除了设计我还能靠什么赚钱生活呢
以我的个性
很难再找到比设计带来给我的自由更好的工作吧
虽然现在设计没有如我想象中那么可以放任自由
不过我还至少可以从设计作我想做
还有我能够做的事

虽然在这现实的生活
觉得自己还是那么天真
不过我就想做回自己
不想因为别人而改变初衷
至少我还没找到值得我这么做的人

安慰的话
我不多说了
只是
要是你不满你的现在
那你得做出改变
虽然很多时候身不由己
我也只能说
不要放弃

因为觉得放弃
就等于放弃自己
初衷，理想，梦想也会没有
会变得不是自己了

所以
不要放弃
做你想做的
做你能够做的
继续前进吧
朋友

darkest thinking

无聊的时候

就会胡思乱想

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

stop thinking, the darkest side of me

2013/03/23

MARCH

there are a lot of things happened in March

i could say it's busy month for me after the CNY

everything back to usual and busier than before

TAP WEEK

I'm not really know what it means or

what it stands for

but after I experienced it

it's like a group activities that all mccanian from different department

divided into 10 group and comes to know each other

understanding and communicate

telematch and group performing

the highest score among the teams will be rewarded by cash

and this activities will be held for a week once annually

maybe AA used to has this kind of activities

but it's very first time for me

Fortunately and unfortunately

I was grouped with our ECD, CCO, CFO, one of the AE, one of the AD,

brand director, 3 senior senior from brand team and 1 senior designer

lastly, the FA that newly join the agency, that's me

First day

we were having dinner together, sitting close to each other

and it's introduce yourself session

to share your experiences and anything about you

well, compare to them

i don't have the experiencessssss they have

and they shared about their own family, wife, kids, children

but sadly i'm still single and sometimes i not even know myself

(hahaha... funny)

so you can imagine

they were talked more about 5 mins

while i only spoke for 3 mins

furthermore, my english wasn't that good

especially without any preparation

(fyi, our newly CCO is British from UK and most of them are elder and English educated)

anyway, i've done my best

hopefully they understand me... hopefully

Second and Third day

we were going to set up our group family tree with a theme

and you know the whole TAP week was carried along our working hours

so don't expect higher status member to do the task together

as they were too busy with their jobs, clients, meeting and so on

even i was busy but still i need to work it out myself

as you know the hierarchy, i'm the bottom level

so you need to stay at office without OT paid

to finish what my leader (AD) planned

well, it's not a tough task at all

just print out, cutting paper, sticking

but still cost my time to finish it

good thing is you can saw many different last minute works from other group

Forth day

the telematch

the whole game is set in the whole building of Wisma LYL

which means every group need to complete all the task at different level floor

and we're requested to gather in the office for game briefing in 6.45am

since the games are allocated at different floor

so we are rushing up and down by using the staircase

well, it's really good exercise in the early morning

but after the game end

we were going back to work with exhausted and sleepy mood

somemore we had to stay back for performance rehearsal for Friday's night

so it was a tired and sleepy day for me

Fifth day

as usual we're busy with our job

and even the rehearsal and script were also last minute

so our overall performance on that night was so so

and i was enjoying the rest of group performance

they all were really really funny and creative in their own way

i would say it was a really great night on that day

after everything

all the score added up and we got the winner for the TAP week

of course we're not the winner but also not the last one among 10

what else after that

definitely a party night will be drew up for everyone

a party night at our pantry dining area

can you imagine it?

well, we do have a balcony that connect to that pantry

that can fit that a lot of people

so no more waiting

they rocked that night with wine, beer, cuisine, music and dance

(just like clubbing)

for me, i'm not enjoy the noisiness, crowded and alcoholic

so i just skip the party myself and mock up photo album for farewell of our ECD and CEO

(sometimes i just feel hard to get along with them because i'm not their type)

and that's all for the TAP week

oh yah...

there was an evaluate session for those who has worked at least 1 year in the company

so i'm not be chosen

Worthy Book Ladies Edition

a coupon book with a lot of great deal specially for woman

this was actually my freelance job

that require me to work for them in their office during the weekend

due to the deadline of the publishing book which is the end of the March

so my ex-colleague and i have to work with them all the weekend

Saturday and Sunday from 10am - 10pm

this even worse than my FA job

just because for rushing deadline

amend, amend, amend and amend

things that i do for the whole weekend

after the book published was thinking to terminate the contract with them

very costing time and less income

not worth at all even they free us lunch and dinner

still not the suitable job for me

Back to my FA job

after few months working there

i did reduced my mistake

however still not reach my target 0 mistake per month

and the most important thing is

i still can't get along with my colleague even from the same department

maybe the age problem... and maybe myself problem too

CI, CI, CI

the corporate identity that we have to follow all the time

and because of it

some designs are not good as i expected from designer and visualizer

but no choice

FA is doing FA job, nothing more

so bored and feel sleepy for me

i'm not sure how long i will be there as FA

just thinking there is not much helping me to improve my portfolio

nothing to insert from there

anyway it did slightly improve my Ps skill

i guess will upload some photos of my office next time

since it's totally different working environment compare with others

CONCLUSION

March is tired month for me yet it's not over

so no much go out and activities with my dear friend

so i gonna miss you, my friends

yah... life is short

so i'm going to do something that i never done before

just to enjoy and experience what's the life

all the best wishes for what ever you do

support, support and support

2013/03/02

something

i didn't sleep well for yesterday night

or should i say this morning

after a gathering with my old friends

till reached home around 3am

i thought it would be easily fall asleep for me after a long day

but something bothering me

or just the cup of classic hazelnut latte

keep me half awake the whole dream

a friend planned work in Australia

to earn enough money and even start his new life there

a decision he made surprise me because he's a wistful and care for family person

earn money in the first place, a shortcut he think to earn more money

and explore the new country in the same time

well, it would be a wow from me for him

as it probably won't happen on me

money-salary-income

a number figure that everyone wish for more and never less

a debit to start a relationship

a sense of security provider

a way to show off in social

a unit to measure happiness today

is it all true? more or less

materialistic and the realistic

it conquer most people's mind at present

other than just money

is there something else that we live for it?

maybe i'm still looking for it

but there is a quote

"life's not about finding yourself but creating yourself"

yes, maybe i should create myself

like chance

to be the money's owner

and not the money slaver

remember

to my friends

i wish all the best for your journey

a part of your life

just fight for it

same to me

for me

i guess not the money or income i should bother

but the self value of myself is my first place

and relationship will be the next

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