something

i didn't sleep well for yesterday night

or should i say this morning

after a gathering with my old friends

till reached home around 3am

i thought it would be easily fall asleep for me after a long day

but something bothering me

or just the cup of classic hazelnut latte

keep me half awake the whole dream

a friend planned work in Australia

to earn enough money and even start his new life there

a decision he made surprise me because he's a wistful and care for family person

earn money in the first place, a shortcut he think to earn more money

and explore the new country in the same time

well, it would be a wow from me for him

as it probably won't happen on me

money-salary-income

a number figure that everyone wish for more and never less

a debit to start a relationship

a sense of security provider

a way to show off in social

a unit to measure happiness today

is it all true? more or less

materialistic and the realistic

it conquer most people's mind at present

other than just money

is there something else that we live for it?

maybe i'm still looking for it

but there is a quote

"life's not about finding yourself but creating yourself"

yes, maybe i should create myself

like chance

to be the money's owner

and not the money slaver 

remember

to my friends

i wish all the best for your journey

a part of your life

just fight for it

same to me

for me

i guess not the money or income i should bother

but the self value of myself is my first place

and relationship will be the next